Wednesday, May 20, 2009
First OB appointment tomorrow and the theme for the babys room
Well I managed to get in to my OB office after I called and and explained that my RE really wanted me to be seen sooner than a month and also that I have a history of infertility and mc's.They are also getting me in sooner because of my horrible migraines.I will not be having the first full OB appointment, this will be just to go over my meds (progesterone and estrogen) and also my headaches.I will however have the full appointment on June 10th. My appointment tomorrow is at 2:45pm so I will update everyone when I get back.I had a interesting moment with my oldest son tonight as I was cleaning up the kitchen he said "momma your baby in your belly is getting bigger,I can see you tummy getting bigger" I knew my tummy was sticking out more but I guess I did not realize how noticeable it was. I know I just feel chunkier lately not like I look pregnant.But the weight gain or swelling is all in my bb's and tummy.I still feel like an outsider around pregnant women.I feel like I am an impostor and at any minute I will be found out.I know this is irrational but while I know this pregnancy is real it can be very hard for me to feel it's real.I am considering getting a doppler as I think it will help put my mind at ease and continue to let see how real this blessing really is.We have began to plan our nursery theme it will be a jungle theme.Mostly monkeys.We already have our bedding set which I included pictures of.We also purchased a bassinet off the list that craig made. It's beautiful! The very first thing we bought for the baby was the monkey in the pictures.We refer to the baby as our little monkey sometimes, so it is very fitting.I have to say the neatest thing this week is that the baby is now looking like a baby.Wow that happens fast!