Wednesday, April 8, 2009

This horrible 2ww

Wow this is worse than I thought it would be.I am trying to distract myself but it's next to impossible and DH and I are so excited that there could be a baby(s) in my tummy.I keep counting days trying to figure out when trigger would be gone and when a positive would be a real positive.The most I could find online was 1 day per 1,000 of HCG.So a dose of 10,000 would take at the minimum of 10 days but I have read that since everyone is different that it can be up to 14 days.All I know no matter what the results are of my beta on April 15 that my bb's are the sorest they have ever been in this cycle and today is an all time high.I do know that if we get a negative that we are going to jump right back into things and try again.I was so positive that is was gonna work before I started and now the 2ww is messing with my head.I am losing my optimism girls..I have to say though that it was nice to talk to you Tammy while I was on bed rest as I was so bored.Sorry that I talked your ear off but it was so nice to have someone new to chat with.I am the type who can't sit still and doing that for a strict 48hours plus 2 more days of moderate restrictions and rest has been difficult.Plus I still have activity and lifting etc restrictions right now.I am so hoping that I have good news to share at the end of all this.

12 comments:

Stacie said...

The tww is a very tormenting time. I wish that it didn't have to take two weeks for nature to do her thing.

Good luck to you!

Mrz. Hannah Myhre said...

Sorry about the TWW.. I know it Must be tormenting and it must toy with your emotions.. That really stinks:(

Praying for you sweetie.. Try to stay positve and keep the Faith:)

Hugs,
Hannah

cady said...

i never thought the 2ww would be as bad as it was either. i know how hard it is, especially when you want to analyze everything. good luck!

Mimi said...

This is defintely the worse time!!! Good luck honey!

Kami

amanda said...

keep on keeping on.

Michele said...

The 2ww does suck but keep your eye on the prize! I say buy 2w worth of dollar store tests and test every day until the trigger goes away and then, you'll know the next positive in your BFP! My trigger shot of Ovidrel was gone by 8dpo. I had a BFN on both 8dpo and 10dpo. BFP 12dpo, 13dpo, and beyond! GOOD LUCK!!!

unzen said...

i took a home pg test 6 days after inplant and it came back + on are 4 try and i was shocked. I could not wait the 2 weeks for blood test. Try a home test in 6 to 7 days. it may easy your mind and all of us that read your blog want to know. LOL

twondra said...

Awww, it was soooo awesome to talk to you! You didn't talk my ear off at all! I was so happy to get some information and talk to someone who has been there, so thank you!

Stay positive sweetie! I know that's hard to do. No matter what, we're all here for you. (((HUGS)))

Dr. Hill's Mrs. said...

They can test us for just about everything else- why can't they tell ASAP if our embies stuck??? I'm right here with you, friend! My pg test is April 20th...

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

ugh, the 2ww is killer. you can do it, hunnie! and there will be good news at the end of this!!

Erin said...

Hang in there, friend.
Reading up again on your story... gosh, you've been through so much. You are an amazing woman.

Wishing you guys the very, very best this time! You deserve it (and more!)

xoxo,
E

Dora said...

Oh! The 2WW is worse than any injection or procedure. Emotional HELL! Hoping this is the one for you, and the torture will be worth it!

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