Finally News!

My mock transfer is this friday.And the biggest piece of news is they have matched us with a set of embryos.While this is a very small set (only 3, average set is 5-7 but can be much more) it does mean that some of the fees(it still will be pricey) are waved because the previous couple already paid for the FDA testing that used them before us.They also were successful achieving PG I think twice with their last baby born this year.The original couple also achieved babies with these embryos too,The doctors office said they all look very good.There was one couple in between the 2 couple that did not achieve PG but that I was told could have been due to personal health reasons.The last couple achieved it on the first try.So the quality is very encouraging even though the quanity is not there.I know that more embryos mean more tries for about the same about of money but we have been praying daily and think this just might be an answered prayer.You whats funny I had just pulled out of my blues and decided to just settle in for the long wait.Wow God had another plan.What also was kinda neat but not required by either of us is that the original donors have our hair and eye coloring and also our dutch,swedish,germen background etc just like DH and I.The whole whole thing just feels right.Even the timing my doctor can't get me in until about march and that is when an angel will be ready to donate her meds to me and will bring them to our mutual doctor.It just feels right.I have not given them the offical Yes because DH and I wanted to talk about it but as you can tell we have pretty much made up our mind. They are holding them for a week for us but I think I will calling them way before that.I just am in la la land right now.Things sure move fast when stop trying to force them to........Thank you God and God Bless you all!

Snow and lots of it

We got dumped on here.How about everyone else? No news on the fertility front here just trying to tie up those last minute things like getting Christmas cards in the mail a couple days ago.I have a few gifts to still get.I know it's getting close.Not looking forward to braving the stores though.I haven't even wrapped a single present yet.Ugh!I again have been doing a lot more reading than posting just don't have a lot to write about right now.Still trying to find my Christmas spirit too so maybe that is the problem.God Bless you all!

I am still around.... just still not myself

Sorry I have not posted in quite awhile.I have been kinda down about everything and all the road blocks.We are considering IVF.But that is all we are doing right now considering it,due to money.We are still on the waiting list for embyro donors.I had to cancel my mock transfer last week as my doctor was unavailable(vacation or something)and I didn't want to use the other guy as he is way less personable.So we will do that next month.I have been reading and commenting on everyones blogs just haven't been posting on my own.Just not really feeling chatty I guess.I am sure I will find my groove and the blues will pass eventually, right?